Monday, January 12, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
*I Thought He was the One for ME....*



Have you ever fell in love with someone & thought that they were truely the one for you? Well I know I have. & well.... it didnt really work out like the way I thought it would've. We met eachother at the mall & he told me that when he first saw me it was like true love at first sight. He also had said that I had the most beautiful eyes ever! & whenever he would talk to me & I wasnt really listening he would say (hayyy beautiful!) just because he knew that for sure that would get my attension. & yahh.... duhhh... of course it did!! lol but the only problem was that he was too old for me, & my parents didnt approve of me dating him); but you all know how that goes! right? We didnt care what they thought! so we just kept goin out anyways. Even though we never got to see eachother)): He didnt care about that though. & neither did I! He told me that nomatter what happens between us, he will always love me! & nothing could tare us appart, & he would wait for me untill im old enough to go out on dates with him & stuff like that. He even started saying things like, (What would you think if right as soon as you turned 18 I got down on my knee's & asked you to marry me?) I just was soooo in love with this guy! That I would belive every thing he said to me. & I think he knew that I would too because well..... he was older sooo he had like way more experience then what I did! & of course..... I belived him. Actually I really felt inside that he wasnt lying when he told me that. But I guess I was wrong. cuz the next thing you know, I was on my myspace & I was looking at his profile & it said (I ♥ Chelsea sooo much! & I cant wait to move in with her...) Right then & there I had relized that he was cheating on me with her. That just broke my heart sooo bad! That I just started balling my eyes out right in front of my bffl kassi! I just couldnt belive that he would do that to me! I whent through so much drama just trying to be with him cuz I loved him so much. I got grounded 4 like a month from my parents & they took my myspace away from me because of the fact that they knew I was still talking to him. & what's even worse! They cant even trust me anymore. We have alarms all over the house now. I cant just get dropped off at the mall anymore with some friends! My mom has to be there with me, or another adult! It just really sux! & I just cant belive I even waisted my time on him, & whent through all that trouble just to be with a guy that was only looking for one thing! & we all know what that one thing is... I guess im pretty glad though now that I never told him that I had made another myspace. cuz if I would've then he would have never even wrote that i bet! I didnt want to belive it but I had to because it was true & there was nothing I could do about it. So I guess what im trying to say to all you girls out there that has a b/f & thinks he's the one for you.... well.... who know's, they could be telling you the truth about how they feel about you. Or they are just telling you what you wanna here just so they can get in your pants. I just really hope you make the right choice on who you wanna be with & I wish you all the best of luck!![:
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