♥love sayings♥

*I Thought He was the One for ME....*

Have you ever fell in love with someone & thought that they were truely the one for you? Well I know I have. & well.... it didnt really work out like the way I thought it would've. We met eachother at the mall & he told me that when he first saw me it was like true love at first sight. He also had said that I had the most beautiful eyes ever! & whenever he would talk to me & I wasnt really listening he would say (hayyy beautiful!) just because he knew that for sure that would get my attension. & yahh.... duhhh... of course it did!! lol but the only problem was that he was too old for me, & my parents didnt approve of me dating him); but you all know how that goes! right? We didnt care what they thought! so we just kept goin out anyways. Even though we never got to see eachother)): He didnt care about that though. & neither did I! He told me that nomatter what happens between us, he will always love me! & nothing could tare us appart, & he would wait for me untill im old enough to go out on dates with him & stuff like that. He even started saying things like, (What would you think if right as soon as you turned 18 I got down on my knee's & asked you to marry me?) I just was soooo in love with this guy! That I would belive every thing he said to me. & I think he knew that I would too because well..... he was older sooo he had like way more experience then what I did! & of course..... I belived him. Actually I really felt inside that he wasnt lying when he told me that. But I guess I was wrong. cuz the next thing you know, I was on my myspace & I was looking at his profile & it said (I ♥ Chelsea sooo much! & I cant wait to move in with her...) Right then & there I had relized that he was cheating on me with her. That just broke my heart sooo bad! That I just started balling my eyes out right in front of my bffl kassi! I just couldnt belive that he would do that to me! I whent through so much drama just trying to be with him cuz I loved him so much. I got grounded 4 like a month from my parents & they took my myspace away from me because of the fact that they knew I was still talking to him. & what's even worse! They cant even trust me anymore. We have alarms all over the house now. I cant just get dropped off at the mall anymore with some friends! My mom has to be there with me, or another adult! It just really sux! & I just cant belive I even waisted my time on him, & whent through all that trouble just to be with a guy that was only looking for one thing! & we all know what that one thing is... I guess im pretty glad though now that I never told him that I had made another myspace. cuz if I would've then he would have never even wrote that i bet! I didnt want to belive it but I had to because it was true & there was nothing I could do about it. So I guess what im trying to say to all you girls out there that has a b/f & thinks he's the one for you.... well.... who know's, they could be telling you the truth about how they feel about you. Or they are just telling you what you wanna here just so they can get in your pants. I just really hope you make the right choice on who you wanna be with & I wish you all the best of luck!![:

♥My Fave Love Songs♥

Love Story: Taylor Swift http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlbB7qt6v_0

Have you Ever:Brandy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBk1PskGiHQ

With you:Chris Brown http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6HYimHlj4E

I Belived:Mallisa http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vx6yaSo1e0U

Going Crazy:Natalie http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NumRA1ufgOg

Trading Places:Usher http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmP51WbB4LM

Green Light:John Legend http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hd-uklv-5g

So Cold:Paula DeAnda http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4RB9ZVpOxo

Fabulous:So Into you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGimb_mspbY

Just a Dream:Carrie Underwood http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8khHqMntkbQ

When it Was me:Paula Deanda http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lrcwdy6WGEY

Neyo:Miss Independent http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wtm8v6MryBk

Neyo:Closer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUTh3OJjWjM

Elliot Yamin:Wait for you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEskpfHOTAk

Paula DeAnda:Walk Away http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKArZPaZ_88

Fabolous:Cant Let you Go http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M82UoGXBe9E

Lil'Flip:Sunshine http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMeWb2Vasuo

T.I.:Whatever you Like http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQJACVmankY

Pussy Cat Dolls: i hate this part http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mULzlHJKMNk

♥Love Poems by:Kierstin Begley♥

I'm hurting inside

Not I wanna die "hurting inside"

Not balling my eyes out all night "hurting inside"

Not wish I was never born "hurting inside"

I'm nothing without him

Wish we were still in live "hurting inside"

You took my heart and tore it right appart "hurting inside"

Why'd you have to cheat "hurting inside"

I Am

I am loving and caring

I wonder why some people have to die so young

I here sirens and people crying from all around me

I see a bright shiny light right above e

I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life

I am blaming my self for this

I pretend to be happy when i'm really depressed

I feel like I wanna die at times just to be with him

I touch his soft smooth face one last time

I worry that i'll never get to see him again

I cry because I miss his touch

I am loving and caring

I understand that nobody can live forever

I say that you should be strong even when it really hurts

I dream of him every night

I try to just let him go and move on with my life

I hope I can soon get over this hurt and pain

I am loving and caring

Dont wanna be with you

All you do is hurt me

Boy you know you dont deserve me

I dont wanna be alone

But if alone means not having to be with you

Then baby I think I can make it through

Allthough I wish I could erase the past

I would never wanna bring you back

Your just another fake

That I could just no longer take

The pain was just too much

And now I've finally givin up

So dont ask why

Just leave!

Get out!

Goodbye!